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[Dancingthroughtherain]

OMG Carlson! You're spreading lies until now? HAHAHA what delusions are u having right now? and Rose liked you? For fuck sake wake up and admit yourself to a fucking mental hospital! You even went to Vegas and made multiple accounts to chat her on OF after she blocked you everywhere! Yes i know cause i talked to you on TG and gave u an advice to try tipping her fpr her to reply but what? She ignored you right? HAHAHA and stop spreading news about her wanting you to add her on Snapchat! SHE DOESN'T WANT YOU! You fucking psycho

Yep, I'm done. This is just too much. I'm just venting and talking shit.

I have the pictures, but hey, right, call me a "psycho", "what delusions are u having right now?" I went to Vegas for my Birthday, dude, good god. You saw everything, too. @iluvgoths since I know it's your dumbass. I saw your account on TG... Don't fucking be this way, bro.

And I wasn't ever gonna add her, nor was I trying to get with her either. Also, she didn't block me everywhere. I deleted my accounts. Shit, you saw the snap that popped up, and everything else that happened in between.

Kinda find it funny though, Snapchat for "vacations" and only used it twice for bullshit.

But I'm just gonna move on. I'm just gonna delete the pictures permanently at this point. I'm literally just trying to figure out what happened...

This girl and everything related to her is a no. I can't do this shit anymore.

You saw it, and so did another person. Call me psycho all you want.



Since you want to say all this shit, fine.


Enter my world:


I'm hurt... Just want somebody to talk to, and I don't have anybody. I literally work a full-time job and go to school full-time too, about to lose my job due to not getting work in, and I do online school. l work only to go home and sit at my computer to do school for about 2 years straight now....

I don't talk to anybody, I lost most of my friends, some of them died, one of them I thought was my fault.... I am broken beyond belief, I can't stop drinking, I can't focus. I am fucking depressed as fuck.

This girl said some of the meanest shit to me, and she was the first person I opened myself to in 8 years... and was a bitch about all of it, when I tried to be nice, literally made me feel worse than I already did, to the point I am turning into an alcoholic.

I have had my own trauma, too, abuse, to even sexual abuse. I have seen things nobody should see... This shit literally echoes in my mind.

A mental hospital, huh?

Imagine growing up with parents who ignore you, talk shit behind your back, and basically take every chance to yell at you or blame you for everything. I grew up early too... It got to the point where I didn't even have a fucking childhood. Took me away from my friends and basically locked me in my fucking room. Even Darker Shit Too. Way Darker....

Traumatic childhood

I have my own demons, but I don't unleash them onto other people, for every single one of you. Instead of being like hey, this guy is 'Crazy" or "Psycho" maybe ask first?


Nobody has ever been there for me.... Imagine fighting your demons alone for your whole life, but always helping others with theirs... But I'm psycho, right?


Alone, Hurt, and Depressed. Thanks. I just wanted to talk to somebody....

 

[Dancingthroughtherain]

Since I trusted your ass and want to throw some shade at me, fine, I'll own up to my shit.

Here are the pictures y'all wanted, or at least some of it. I ain't gonna show everything.

I did make multiple accounts; I'll own up to it. When I went to Vegas for my birthday (spreading lies, LMAO). I did make a new account after she blocked me after we had a fight, I thought she was on her period... LMAO, but also, because we talked about meeting up, and oh yeah, she didn't "ignore" me, she opened every fucking one of my messages.

Thanks for the "advice," though, asshole.

Also, would a Psycho say, "I hurt you and I felt bad?" Psychopaths don't have feelings or remorse towards people, and all they want to do is hurt people, fucking dumbass piece of shit.

She literally just confirmed she looks at the forum too, and the reason why I even brought that up is because I called her "Crazy" on here, and she is the one who brought it up and was clearly, as stated in the pictures, "pissed."

Furthermore, this is the same conversation too, look at the times. We literally went off on each other for 30 fucking minutes, but she says "I don't care u or what u do" repeatedly, right....

I literally had to get the mutual friend involved to calm her down in one of our fights, in which case they both talked about me too, so that's her not caring, right?

What else? She also randomly brought up confessing my feelings out of nowhere, too, after 25ish minutes of arguing, in which case I WANTED TO. But I was way too fucking stubborn to say it.

Hmmm, let's see here, does this still count as my "delusions" LOL.



PEOPLE DO NOT FIGHT LIKE THIS IF THEY DON'T CARE ABOUT EACH OTHER.

This happened what, 3 times?



Also, @Nightwalk119, you're on the spot with her not being in a relationship possibly ever, this is most likely the reason why, and if you combine this with her TikTok post about "not knowing how to be in a relationship" or whatever the fuck, you are right.

Oh, and this happened the day before she made her Snapchat, too, "spreading news right?" In this same conversation, in which case you WILL NOT get any more pictures, I brought it up constantly, because of the picture I posted the other day. There is so much that happened that your dumbass doesn't know about, LOL.

But let's see her, she almost has 250k followers, doesn't use it right? Only used it twice and posted it once on her story, and doesn't have a handle for it anywhere.....

We got into this argument because she posted shit on her story talking about haters, and well, since I called her "crazy," I actually felt bad and wanted to apologize and since she knows I look at her shit, she decided to post something similar about it on her story about another fucking dude saying "do you have a mental problem", and then posted the Snapchat right after. LMAOOOO.



Y'all wanna hear something Crazy, or sorry, Psycho?

I care about this girl so much to the point I hate her, and I can't stop thinking about her.

Don't get me wrong, I am talking all this shit because, well fuck her. But also because I actually care more than I fucking should, and it bothers the fuck outta me. Why do you think I delete some of my messages? Fighting yourself over this shit isn't fun at all.



"SHE DOESN'T WANT YOU!" Lmao, right, have you seen her with any guy on her story ever besides that one dude with the music?

I am here, talking about all this because I have been trying to figure her out, and now that the dumbass up above confirmed what I was expecting. I finally figured it out.


You guys should look into how ND people talk, especially when it comes to relationships, LOL.

Her exact words were, "Confess your feelings," followed by "But got your ass kicked." Random, followed by an insult. I wasn't trying to confess my feelings; she's the one who said it and proceeded to insult me right after. Weird right?


I know she fucking cared, that's why I kept coming back, people do not fight like this for no fucking reason. If she didn't care so much, why the fuck did she keep responding? I did, that's why I kept going. Oh, and for 30+ minutes, right?


There are my "delusions" or whatever the fuck, me and this girl literally traded blows so many times that it was obvious she gave a fuck. I did, and still do. I know her dumbass still does too.



Huh, you know what the funny thing is, Rose? You are the first girl I have ever liked. I hate you for it LOL.

I actually like you for your weirdness, and even the way you say your words. Do you seriously think I just want your pussy? LMAO, girl, it will take a longgggg time for me to even go down on you. Oh, and please, do not do nudes. Don't go down that road....



There you guys go!!! My delusions! Do you guys want to see more, or am I still lying? I didn't pay thousands of dollars, and I got to dance with the queen.


Oh, and yes, that shit up above is true. Abused, sexual abuse, all of it. I have my moments where I feel like shit, but then I get up and keep going. I don't have anyone, but that ain't gonna stop me. Life is full of wonders and mysteries, and this was just a quick little detour in my life, and I actually enjoyed most of it.

Y'all are some pathetic pieces of shit. @Nightwalk119 you're cool though. Fuck the rest of you, I'm out!


Happy Hallowenie!!!!

 

[Dancingthroughtherain]

Well, there you have it.

My Delusions, wanna call me a Pyscho again LMAO.

This shit is literally fucking JOKE!

Go to a mental hospital, lol, all that shit is true, all of it, and I don't care about who hears it.

Do you guys even realize what the fuck you are saying????

I just showed you more of what happened, and literally explained everything too.

Trying to find more pictures, but most of it is just calling each other crazy or pathetic. Calling each other stupid. Yeah, very fucking normal, right? I would call her crazy, pathetic, and stupid and she would throw it right back in my face. I cared a lot; I wasn't trying to be an asshole.

Say whatever you want; it happened, but I will now take my leave.

Oh, and also, I knew she liked me. "Rose Liked You?" Yeah, I am almost 100% positive, but hey, I am just Delusional, right? Instead of saying all of this, actually try and connect the dots and read between the lines.

This picture was the start; it went like this for 30+ minutes, too. "You really think I care about u?!" GOD YOU GUYS DON'T GET IT. Look at what she is saying, this isn't her saying she doesn't care, she fucking does!!! LOOOOOL. Why would you need to say it? LOL, why even respond if you didn't care so much?

Right, then proceeds to enter a 30-minute argument, and even brings up shit about confessing my feelings and saying some shit like "you can feel that I like you," in which case I NEVER FUCKING SAID.

So go ahead, Psycho, right? I don't know any of y'all, and you don't know me.

Let's keep it that way, ok?

Two people with trauma issues, not knowing how to communicate with each other LOL.

 

[Dancingthroughtherain]

Also, jackass, that's not my name.

Spell it right?

Damn, I actually like her a lot. Bitch....

 

[Dancingthroughtherain]

The reason why I didn't want to upload the pictures was because I could get sued; however, in this scenario, and after looking into it, this isn't content or anything related to something I bought. The only way this can become a problem is if I bought it, and I didn't.

This is just drama, really, and I can post this shit freely wherever I want, but for now, I am just gonna keep just the images I have on here and go on my way.

 

[Dancingthroughtherain]

Oh, and one more thing, asshole.

Spreading lies? The only one spreading lies is you.

She didn't block me everywhere; she blocked me once, the very first fucking time, as it was so bad I had to get the mutual involved.

She never blocked me again, cause she knew why, and I knew why. I was just too much of a pussy to say it.... I wanted to...