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OMG Carlson! You're spreading lies until now? HAHAHA what delusions are u having right now? and Rose liked you? For fuck sake wake up and admit yourself to a fucking mental hospital! You even went to Vegas and made multiple accounts to chat her on OF after she blocked you everywhere! Yes i know cause i talked to you on TG and gave u an advice to try tipping her fpr her to reply but what? She ignored you right? HAHAHA and stop spreading news about her wanting you to add her on Snapchat! SHE DOESN'T WANT YOU! You fucking psycho

Yep, I'm done. This is just too much. I'm just venting and talking shit.

I have the pictures, but hey, right, call me a "psycho", "what delusions are u having right now?" I went to Vegas for my Birthday, dude, good god. You saw everything, too. @iluvgoths since I know it's your dumbass. I saw your account on TG... Don't fucking be this way, bro.

And I wasn't ever gonna add her, nor was I trying to get with her either. Also, she didn't block me everywhere. I deleted my accounts. Shit, you saw the snap that popped up, and everything else that happened in between.

Kinda find it funny though, Snapchat for "vacations" and only used it twice for bullshit.

But I'm just gonna move on. I'm just gonna delete the pictures permanently at this point. I'm literally just trying to figure out what happened...

This girl and everything related to her is a no. I can't do this shit anymore.

You saw it, and so did another person. Call me psycho all you want.



Since you want to say all this shit, fine.


Enter my world:


I'm hurt... Just want somebody to talk to, and I don't have anybody. I literally work a full-time job and go to school full-time too, about to lose my job due to not getting work in, and I do online school. l work only to go home and sit at my computer to do school for about 2 years straight now....

I don't talk to anybody, I lost most of my friends, some of them died, one of them I thought was my fault.... I am broken beyond belief, I can't stop drinking, I can't focus. I am fucking depressed as fuck.

This girl said some of the meanest shit to me, and she was the first person I opened myself to in 8 years... and was a bitch about all of it, when I tried to be nice, literally made me feel worse than I already did, to the point I am turning into an alcoholic.

I have had my own trauma, too, abuse, to even sexual abuse. I have seen things nobody should see... This shit literally echoes in my mind.

A mental hospital, huh?

Imagine growing up with parents who ignore you, talk shit behind your back, and basically take every chance to yell at you or blame you for everything. I grew up early too... It got to the point where I didn't even have a fucking childhood. Took me away from my friends and basically locked me in my fucking room. Even Darker Shit Too. Way Darker....

Traumatic childhood

I have my own demons, but I don't unleash them onto other people, for every single one of you. Instead of being like hey, this guy is 'Crazy" or "Psycho" maybe ask first?


Nobody has ever been there for me.... Imagine fighting your demons alone for your whole life, but always helping others with theirs... But I'm psycho, right?


Alone, Hurt, and Depressed. Thanks. I just wanted to talk to somebody....