A Romance Drama (It has a title!!)
Not even gonna look at the replies because I DNGAF anymore at all. And deleting the account after this LMAO. Have fun reading my book LMAOOOOO.
Oh, and here is this (picture).
But hey, I'm Psycho, and Crazy or whatever the fuck.
She said she liked me, but her way of affection is literally not normal at all. At first, I wanted to, but I stood in the storm for too long, and I got shocked many fucking times.
Took me forever to fucking figure out she was ND, that's what was probably making me go nuts.
Who says this shit? Oh, so now you're cryboy? What? I literally said, "You are treating me like your fucking pet," and that is what she responds with.
But that is how I knew something had changed.
Also, I'm sorry a psycho would want to hurt her or come find her or some shit, I NEVER DID OR SAID ANY OF THAT. Also, they would continuously make accounts and try some malicious shit. I never did that at all.... I respected her privacy and left her alone as she asked. In which case has been exactly two months since I talked to her LOL.
Delusions too LMAO. You guys have gotten more of the pictures, delusions still right? Because I got more.
@iluvgoths, also, you weren't there for all of it. But who am I to judge right? Instead of being a pussy ass bitch, maybe respond? LMAO.
@Nightwalk119 I told you I went through it with her lol.
For those of you who actually have a brain.
How do I put it, it isn't the fact she doesn't want a relationship, it's the fact that she doesn't know how to be in one. Look at what she is saying to me, and this picture is from the first time this shit went down. Look into how ND's are with their emotions, too. She cannot control her emotions at all and lashes out at people, or in this case, me. I tried to calm her down, even with our friend, and well that went from bad to worse.
Her way of showing affection is by doing this shit due to the fact that she cannot control her emotions. Don't get me wrong, we traded blows a fuck ton because I wasn't gonna take her shit, but that is how I knew.
You guys can say whatever you want, so before I take my leave, look at what I have been saying and the pictures, too. Have you seen this anywhere else? No? Right. I knew she was interested, but she only pushed me away when we got too close. This all went down before I went to Vegas like, 2-3 days before? I talked to her about it a couple of weeks prior, and well, from what I have seen, she was most likely nervous. That is why she lashed out at me. She probably didn't expect me to come back, and when I did, it made her nervous.
The reason why we fought so many times, too, wasn't a "I don't care about you" or "You crazy bitch" it was "I like you," and I don't know how to control it. Or at least that is my assumption, because those things I said to her weren't the fact that I was trying to be a dick, it was the fact that I cared enough to fight back.
She shows interest indirectly, too, but when it is right in front of her face, she gets hostile and protective. Shows it through memes, stories, even things that aren't direct, like, for example. Never will forget this shit "you can feel that I like you," I never said this, and I had no clue what it even meant, but when I figured it out two months later, I was like OMG, and yep. Kinda feel like a dumbass now. That was her way of telling me, and I went off on her, saying loads of shit. She even wanted me to confess too, which I said, "How am I confessing to you?" and yeah, that was fucking great. I am beyond stupid. She doesn't know how to show it.
She wants control, too. Like, not in a bad way, to where you are being a fucking maid, but to where she can control how she feels. That's why she kept saying all of that shit to me, but her real emotions started to spill out. She isn't an asshole or anything of the sort; she just doesn't know how to control herself when it comes to "feelings," I guess is the best way to put it.
I liked her.... I did a lot, but I don't want this anymore. I tried harder for her than I have for anybody else, because I knew. The shit part is that I am like NEVER attracted to anybody. It is kinda weird.
Oh, and she is the only person to get me pissed off enough to make me type in ALL CAPS. I'm not even fucking kidding. I actually miss talking to her, even though fuck her, but I do. Even after all of the shit I am saying in here, in which case I am just being a dumbass ranting, I cannot believe I thought you
@Nightwalk119 were her, though, that shit was funny as fuck. LOOOOL. A couple of other people thought you were her, too LOL.
Damn, I am actually gonna miss this shit. Talking all this shit in here, but in reality, I don't mean any of it, and I'm just having fun. Trolling on a porn forum LOOOOOOL.
Even after all of the fighting and the bullshit, I still care enough to come back, even if it hurts.
"You're the one who's stupid, who keeps on coming back." God, you know why... I cared bitch a lot.
I'm gonna miss yah, Rosie, even though I hate you, and wanna spit in your mouth.
Yep, this girl is gonna kill me... and she knows what I look like, gonna get chased around with a frying pan LOL.