i have nowhere to run, I have nowhere to hide my shapeless body, which looks like a dirty drop that flows from the neck of the golden Jesus. on the ceiling of my cold room, which has no windows and no doors, newborn babies crawl and shuffle with their God's asses, blindly no different from horse-drawn kittens. my mom slips through a small mouse hole, like a cat's cut, a bowl equipped with consumer food for middle-class philistines, namely: (1) five spoons of bat blood, (2) two pig ears, (3) one dog tongue (provided that she is in a good mood). and my daddy teaches me to stand on all fours, drink water from the toilet and prepares me as a full-fledged dog for whipping, walking and, of course, to increase my own importance among the same lumberjacks as him.